The Most Beautiful Things...

...Are simple moments that stay with you forever.

I felt like I was 12 years old again. I was nervous and giggly, and I couldn't stop playing with my hair. SG was so nervous he was trembling like a wet kitten when we hugged for the first time. After that first kiss it all went away and I knew I was with the man I was soposed to be with. I felt that tingle and that passion that you only read about it books, or see in the movies. It was the kiss I waited for all of my life. It was the kiss I want for the rest of my life. It was THE kiss to end all kisses. It's the kind of kiss that makes you forget every man before. That kiss, was made right in Heaven just for us.

Laying together, snuggling, giggling, tickling, and just looking into each other's eyes. How could my weekend have been any better?

When he left me on Sunday he took my heart with him back home. I cried. I cried because he was leaving. I cried because we didn't want to let go of each other. I cried because he made me feel beautiful every time I looked into his eyes. I cried because I wasted so much time kissing frogs when my prince charming was across the courtyard all that time. I cried because for the first time in my life I have someone who has the same dreams, morals and values as I do.

There is no ETA of when we can be together. That makes me crazy. I need something to look forward to. I need something to hang on to. I need to know that things are moving forward. I need to know I am not wasting my time. I need to know that when we say "soon" to each other it's really SOONer and not later.

Every day I fall a little bit harder for this man because he makes me feel like no other man ever has, he makes me feel beautiful. He makes me feel like a princess, and even though he has never said it, he makes me feel loved.

He is a beautiful person, inside and out. I am so very very blessed.