Sometimes...

...You Just Have To Fight For What You Know Is Right.

When I have felt the slightest bit of doubt I run. I run like the wind. I run so fast and so far away, so that *I* don't even feel pain anymore. I just get over it. Nothing effects me anymore. I am immune to break-ups and heartaches. I am immune to love. I am immune to feelings. I am numb to everything around me... until SG walked back into my life... and then I felt everything.

Colors, smells, flavors, love, laughter, sadness...everything... I haven't FELT in a long time. It's been years. So I am not going to walk, or run away from someone who can make me laugh till my stomach hurts.

This is right. We Are right. What we feel for each other is bigger than both of us. What we are is meant to be. I feel it with every fiber of my being, and I am not going to let this slip away over a motorcycle, or a dog, or a house.

I am going to go out tonight and look at that star... and when I do I am going to make sure SG knows he is the one I want. If I have to wait, I will. If I have to get a new place that takes puppies, I will. If I have to get a motorcycle helmet and learn how to ride, I will. If I have to move out of state and pay half that mortgage myself I will.