Reflections

As I look back over the last six weeks I smile a lot.

6 weeks ago I was just recently out of a really bad relationship that ended even worse. I was feeling pretty crappy about myself and the world in general. I had been out on a couple of dates that were nice, but they didn't have the qualities I was looking for in a partner.

When SG came along I found someone who had all those qualities. He's handsome of course, but it's so much more than that. The compassion this man has for children, and animals is amazing. He would make a great role model for my kids, and any future children. That's an important trait in a man, compassion. I think women overlook that when they seek out a partner. They want cute and funny. SG is definitely funny in a silly way (which I adore), but it's so much more than that. He knows how to make me laugh, even when I want to cry. He knows how to make other people laugh all the time, and that's another good quality. I think the thing that draws me to him the most is the fact that he takes his job seriously and is a hard worker. It shows me that no matter what job he was doing he would do his best, and he would be able to take care of his family. He's a good boy with a wild side. I like that... a nice happy balance.

Right now I have to hang on to that. I have to remember what the last 6 weeks have been like for us. I have to remember that we are really good for one another. I have to remember that all things are possible, and I am on God's time table. Would I like everything to be working on our happily ever after now? Of course I would, but I think taking this one day at a time is better for both of us right now. Nothing good comes easy... this is going to take some work to get to the point where we can be together, but as a team we can do that! I believe in SG.