A Three day weekend with NOTHING to do. I made sure I was free all weekend to spend time with SG. Then when he said he wasn't coming it was too late to plan anything. All of my friends are coupled up, and doing couples things, and the other friends are out of town. This sucks! I'm sure he's having a grand time barbecuing for the neighbors or riding his little ass off. He's obviously too busy to call me since he hasn't called all day. I broke down and called him but he didn't answer, and he hasn't called back. I knew he had to chill out around the ex but I feel like he's over me and that breaks my heart.
I worked out this morning for the first time in a long time. I really overdid it. I'll probably do it again tonight, and I have hardly eaten in the past week. Yesterday my diet consisted of half a coffee, and a banana. Today I have had a slice of vegetable Pizza, a rice cake, and some water.
He claims he is going to come see me in 6 weeks. If he does I want to have lost a ton of weight. I am tired of being overweight. I feel like that's the reason I still don't have my happy ending. I am not getting any younger and I am certainly not getting any prettier. SG has even stopped calling me beautiful.
I haven't been this damn depressed since I moved here... I just sometimes wonder if I will ever be happy.
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I think that six weeks might not be so bad...you two can use the time wisely to just continue to get to know each other and take things slowly. You can make it. :)
And it'll totally be worth it in the end, you know. Trust me. Would I steer you wrong???
(don't answer that) teehee
Love you bunches.
xoxoxox
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