Waiting...

I had a really good week last week with SG. We had good conversations, he told me how beautiful I was and even how much he missed me. It was almost like he was "Normal" again. Things were good.

I blurted out the L word on his voice mail the other day. He hadn't said anything about it until a couple of days ago. It didn't worry me much, since things were better, and I know he is crazy about me. For the first time in a long time I don't need to hear it. I think either I am evolving or he let's me know how much he cares in other ways and that's ok now.

I don't really feel like I am in limbo anymore. It's more just a feeling of waiting. There are still days when I question if I should be waiting, and then I breathe, remember that we are still getting to know one another and this is really a good thing, and remember that I am one day closer to being with the man I adore.

I figure if we can make it through all of this, then we are destined to be together. Life is still good.